07 February 2008

there used to be something else here

but it didn't feel right. it's still my birthday but now instead of feeling like being silly i'm just sad. i'm not sure what happened; something just clicked in my head and i just feel like crying. i'm not feeling well, i'm sort of crampy and bleeding. maybe that has something to do with it. i guess i shouldn't have assumed that one good afternoon means that all is well. i feel so alone in my body at this very moment, i can hardly breathe.

i'm going to go home and go to bed.

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