but it didn't feel right. it's still my birthday but now instead of feeling like being silly i'm just sad. i'm not sure what happened; something just clicked in my head and i just feel like crying. i'm not feeling well, i'm sort of crampy and bleeding. maybe that has something to do with it. i guess i shouldn't have assumed that one good afternoon means that all is well. i feel so alone in my body at this very moment, i can hardly breathe.
i'm going to go home and go to bed.