i'm afraid to leave school. it really has nothing to do with student loans, although i really don't want to have to pay those back. i don't know what to do with my time when i'm not in school. i'm not going back to bellevue in the spring. no can do. i'm tired of their indifference. but i don't know what to do next. and wouldnt' you know - fucking statistics is a prerequisite for just about every mba program in the freaking country. i'm screwed.