it's thursday. it's going to snow and i'm feeling a little melancholy. once again, i'm feeling a little out of control in my life - a spiral that takes me up and down and back again, with no real meaning to much of anything. meh isn't really word and technically, it's not even a feeling, but it's the best way to describe my attitude lately. what's wrong with me? things have been, for the most part, just swell. but i can't shake this ... whatever it is, going on in my head.
yeah, well, i can't think of anything else to say. or at least anything nice or good.